Narrative
Prod. By Awej
released 12th May 2025 as on alphabet ricochets in aqua
{Hook}
On the shelf leave the plastic shit to excel keep the access hid
My office is hell until I find knowledge of self
Where the novices fell are the bells of the massochists
Knowledge of self is my narrative
On the shelf leave the plastic shit to excel keep the access hid
My office is hell until I find knowledge of self
Where the novices fell are the bells of the massochists
Knowledge of self is my narrative
{Verse 1}
Falsities calling me to arms, tools in each my palms
Tragic story is a massive warning to pull free from my past
Fall beneath the art and see full belief to start
Called the beast with bars cerebral pulls on each my arms
I walked the weakest path we keep torture deep in hearts
The therapy sessions better be getting remedy’s ready
For the Armageddon of the sharpest weapons
Sharpest minds for the argue lessons
Hyperawareness ruining my drivers seat
Wish I was by the beach with a mic and beats
But I can’t write the heat without tryna be
Better than what I am in my mind and personality
Who hurt you massively that burned a cavity
Into a rhyme book and burst from vanity
Who gave you the strength to assert what you have to be?
How did you find knowledge of self on the top of the shelf?
Looked within and took the piss with skill levels to kill devils
I radiate the drive and I maybe take some pride
They gave me the keys and all 88 are mine
Watch how this aviator flies before I take away their lives
Patient, space is vacant saving pain for rhymes
Studying the universe at university blew the worst of me
So I choose the words to be what I do for work it’s me
Either way I’m involved in STEM, I see the goals and pole vault at them
My soul holds the pen or does the pen hold the soul?
I elect quickly electricity and send cold to scold
When told your friends fold the scrolls
I’d rather live in a powdered tomb than watch shit blow up
Like killers of the flower moon
{Hook}
On the shelf leave the plastic shit to excel keep the access hid
My office is hell until I find knowledge of self
Where the novices fell are the bells of the massochists
Knowledge of self is my narrative
On the shelf leave the plastic shit to excel keep the access hid
My office is hell until I find knowledge of self
Where the novices fell are the bells of the massochists
Knowledge of self is my narrative
{Verse 2}
When people tell me I’m talented I couldn’t get with the narrative
Never accept but they hammer it
They tell me I’m the boss like Amorim
Or the best to the challengers
But the rest of the amateurs never seem to just get what I’m battling
I go for the necks like I’m hanging em
Nuclear tests what I’m handling
In the chests they are panicking
Couldn’t get where I’m travelling
Warp speed and quark beats what I’m imagining
The dark side of my pad may confess I am an Anakin
We changing the game, making mistakes
But paving the way
I need to say what I say
Incase of insane in my brain
I will break in the place and take what I may
Waving away
This shit is my angel of safe
The way that I pray maybe today I’ll change in my ways
And became a version of me who’s amazing every day
Able to fight Vader with a light sabre laser from a blade
I’m taking a stand for stanzas
I’m pentameter man handler and ex cram xaminer
I’ll take an egg pan to your best man’s grandmother
Get back he’s got a good hand in his book bag
I’m taking a stand for stanzas and anaphoras
Stand back cameras this is not the guy
To flash snap pans of em bad bad stamina
But on the mic same energy as as farrah does
Hands down magic like black jack passion of
Christ is what I have in my eyes
Sometimes I feel trapped and inside
Of the back of my mind
I’m having to decide if I’m good enough
Or just another average emcee
With some baggage to set free
Fuck riding a wave like a jet ski
I’d rather carve my own lane and impress me
These personal verses all burst and
Confirm the words I’ve been blurting and searching for
We can make beats that put em on alert when they see it they bleed it irks and hurts
We the blueprint like we are Jay-Z
{Hook}
On the shelf leave the plastic shit to excel keep the access hid
My office is hell until I find knowledge of self
Where the novices fell are the bells of the massochists
Knowledge of self is my narrative
On the shelf leave the plastic shit to excel keep the access hid
My office is hell until I find knowledge of self
Where the novices fell are the bells of the massochists
Knowledge of self is my narrative